Thread: Stay a broke loser or be a professional trader (Journal to a dream)

Trades for Now.

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I submitted quite late to the day because somebody needs me to return their money ASAP, I was stressed out, fortunately he was able to take at 30% payment , rest due at march, and then a little more, also.

I'm killing myself with ideas right now, but I won't concede regardless of what, my fiancee is worried out too but she has helped me a lot already, she has sold every jewelry she has just to keep with all the debt payments.

Case is going to be over next week, at least that is what the police promises, we'll see.

Wish me luck guys, I believe I'll need a lot of it.

I have finally found some data and a means to backtest asian futures market.

Hang Seng Index is just one of my principal concern as it's a remarkably common market in my Nation, and since I have daily trade it to make enough commission money just to eat, I must found a deep and consistently profitable way to trade it...

After a collection of assignments from Sam about market order flows and with my adventures from J16 Group, I have designed a optional way of day trading the Hang Seng Markets.

Due to the very fast and volatile character, I must move quickly enough in daytrading the HSI futures, so I was forced to ignore standing sizing, and take the same contract size on every trade.

That I have managed to collect intraday historical tick data heading back 2 months... that is from my metatrader history however.

I am currently looking for inexpensive intraday information going back for a minimum of two years back... I am going to rigorously backtest this at the evenings and forwards test the method at a demo account and after I am positive enough, mini account for 0.1$ per pip

Currently the 2 months profitability is quite good, there are a lot of small losses followed by quite big conducts, the losses were that range from 30-70 pips, while my main winner conducted a whooping 700 pips, too whenever the market is trending hard, it's possible to add many positions.

Two months is a very short time for manual backtesting, I know this mainly because the market is ranging since a couple of months past, I wish to learn this technique does in a strong trending market.

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Regarding my personal life, well I have spoke to Jim about it and that I imply I speak to fij, I am currently waiting for fij to contact me by email.

I hope you'll get back money from your fiancee's cousin. We do not want to lose so trader who makes so superior improvement. Do not give up, I like and need your journal and probably other traders also.

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No Trades for now,
More terrible news...
I want help, mentally, to cope with all this, LOL, right now I'm fighting the urge to consume this alprazolam....

Fairly related to my post before (see below)

Hey bro, cheer up.
No requirement for mediions. They dont address the. Actually, issues are created by drugs/mediions. Same matter with denialsalcohol, etc
Clean your head. Think. Take your own time. This really is a important Fight or Flight situation for Fight, as the remedy is right on mind.

Everyone has issues... or had just one or 2.
We'll make it. YOU will make it.
In a issue, there is always a lesson (to be heard ) /or an opportunity/blessing (to be had).
After a storm, a clear sky ALWAYS awaits.

Bless you!

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increasing your patience degree.
double-edged sword: risk/problem opportunity/blessing.
It is a matter of perspective

After reading your Articles I become concern with your well being.I dont know if this Could be of any consolation to you, but I am an Indonesian and I know what its like to work very hard in a crappy job just to get by.Because I still am in it.Ive been Trading and Learning for three years with no success.I am 36 married with a baby and worked as a salesman for a small pay.Ive Attempted many different Tiny businesses in the past but all ended up in failure.I have excuse for self Shame and Shame but choose not to.Why?Because it wont do me any good.Instead I turn to GOD when I dont know what to do.GOD didnt create you so you had to struggle to fruion just to live.A quick Trip to ICU in your Regional hospital will convince One that Lots of people despite having alot of money Cannot cheat illness.Life is a gift from the above.Dont take it for granted.If you are healthy you should be grateful and Appreciate it because some people have to rely on life support System just to live.Yes there are problems in life but GOD doesnt ask you to bear them alone.What HE ask is for you to Perform your best and trust HIM to Perform the rest.When my wife was pregnant we didnt have money for the labour not to mention all kind of Things that the baby needs when she was born.So we prayed and surrendered What to GOD believing that He'd Assist us.And HE did-suddenly we started getting money in ways we never Believed possible.In Brief, all the baby needs and the cost of labour were paid and our savings to the baby was never touched as Well as increased.GOD is good.Beside that, I Don't Want to force myself to succeed in trading in the shortest time possible.I know it will take time.If it Requires another Two or Three years so be it.In Reality after years of losing, GOD has Enabled me to Receive my trading plogy fixed.Learning patience, discipline, letting my ego Move,admitting when im wrong etc.I believe that GOD allow us to learn all the wrong ways to trade while we still on demo Rather than having our life savings of clients money on the line.Maybe you should do This Also May GOD bless you and your Loved Ones

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After reading your posts I become concern with your well being.I dont know if that could be of any consolation to you, but I am an Indonesian and I know exactly what its like to work quite difficult in a crappy job simply to find by.Because I still am in it.Ive been learning and trading for three years without a success.I'm 36 married with a baby and worked as a salesman for a little pay.Ive attempted many different tiny companies before but ended up in failure.I have excuse for self pity and fruion but choose not to.Why?Because it wont do me any good.Instead...

good article...I found myself in similar situation before. . .discipline has enhance my trades

Well. My choice of trading system goes to FXPrime as a result of fantastic community they've, I've been trying out this method for each week, and demo is simply not good enough for meI choose to throw myself into a pit (another one then 25K feet deep pit I dropped into)

a pit worth a million dollars

11/6/2008, 11:11 AM
Trading yesterday turned into a mess, I had been too engulfed in emotions and entered a choppy market, missed on few fantastic signs that's placed on the fib lines. I input commerce positions employing siobi EA v104, although I'm not sure which fib lines that it calculates, does it compute s/r lines? If it does, which?

As I suspected, when I exchange a true account, however small it is, things get jumbled in a plogical manner, the losts above, especially the ones with multiple lots (e.g. over 0.1 micro lots) about 80% of these are not done with FXPrime, the majority of them are only tryouts, in fact, my largest pip profit is from FXPrime, the one highlighted yellow on yesterday's announcement, was 38 pips and 41 pips

I don't follow the principles always and input a retracement, that's tryout, should've done tryouts on demo. Do not be greedy

Today is a new day! Set a daily profit of 80 micro pips! After 80 mini pips I will stop trading and watch with demo from the sidelines
Decided to exchange only EURUSD, I'm a newbie and I'm staying that way until I will bring a consistent emotional control and profit.

Micro Lost: 83.6 pips
Mini lost: 16 pips (what astonished me is that my local broker for regular account sets minimum SL for EUR in 15 pips 3 Spread, this contributes into a lot smaller R/R ratio, can not get it into 1:1,5. Well they do pay on withdrawals, but I'm pretty sure they are charging too much for a transaction, and of course a 5 pips commission on every transaction, I'm overpaying them)

Stick to the principles today, see market sentiments, news, and commerce only from 2AM EST to 11AM EST
Today's news shows a rate cut on GBP and Minimum Bid rate collection for EUR, I might be unable to fullfill my quota of 80 pips.

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